Healing Takes Time
I know it has been a while since I last posted. Being back in school full time and dealing with some health set-backs has sucked a lot of my energy. I've been exhausted lately. Going to a full day of school and then having to study and do homework and apply to colleges on top of that is mentally draining. And then I try to do fun things that truly make my days feel better, but by night time I'm exhausted. And that's okay. I'd say I'm handling it all pretty well, considering that this is the first time in like 2 years that I have attended school full time. My weight has consistently been declining, and it's been really hard for me. If it gets below a certain point, then I have to go back to tube feeds, and I just really want to move in the direction of getting my tube OUT not going backwards. I've been working so hard to get as many calories as I can - it's like a full time job. I have to plan my day around when I can eat, and it's exhausting. Eve